A poet told me today
the barren space is shaped like God.
I have never found God,
so maybe He is right behind me,
between the breaths of air I just parted
with my bullish striding progress,
or in the empty womb,
not so much a space as a clench
of despair waiting to give birth
to miracles never realized.
*Yerma was the first of Federico Garcia Lorca’s three “rural tragedies,” plays he wrote in the 1930s that depicted the brutality of rural Spanish society, its gender roles and honor codes, its religion (medieval Catholicism) and its strict sexual morality. The other two were Blood Wedding (Bodas de sangre) and The House of Bernarda Alba (La casa de Bernarda Alba). Lorca was executed by fascists in the Spanish Civil War for his liberal views and open bisexuality.